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i have soo much on my mind right now. To start off i find out my best friend of about 4 years is back on drugs again, i honestly just cant believe this shit. it makes me soo fucking anrgy because theres nothing i can do. in these situations you have to be willing to help yourself. He isnt, its like killing him slowly and he doesnt even understand. its just so sad, it feels as if hes dying. I dont even recognize him anymore :/ hes just not all there. i dont need that shit in my life so my only option is to stop talking to him. im just so pissed offf i could scream. to makes matters worse i go to a school with the mot annoying people i have ever met in my lifebeside the exception of like one person? Then there is the boy situation, how can i decribe my relationship with erick, well basically i love him but he makes me soooo freaking mad! iam at a loss of words, idk what is wrong with me... i neeed WEED, i just want to fall asleeep i want that feeling it gives you, you're just happy no matter what. i need it. im fucking rambling. i have so much to say yet i ahve nothing at all. i have some advice though, dont have sex on your period, you have to wait a whole month. fml. akhsbkdh.walkcjrlrkhrtldsjkarnkrvj cagetukhridjwljkiousdbjhwv