today was soo strange. the event that happend i was expecting but i didnt think it would end like this i didnt think it would be soo awkward. i dont know why i felt so hurt i mean how could i think someone like that could change, i got myself into that situation. i just lost the meaning behind it which was nothing. im so glad i have good friends without them i dont know what i would do. i really want to know what im feeling. i feeel sick to my stomach but i cant tell if in some way i have feeling for someone or if it just felt wrong. i suppose ill never know. im not looking forward to tomorrow im sure its going to be awkward just seeing him look at me them just have a flash back of today. hahahaha. goood lord. im ready for it though. its whatevs i guess this is in the ABC's of growing upp, i just need to lay low for a while.
YOU LIVE, YOU LEARN;
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