somedays

I just feel like shit. im soo irritated with this world. I just want to get away from everything, everyone I'm accustom to I want to start over somewhere new. I want excitement. I don't understand this world its so boring. I want to just get away. I just start to think and get trapped in my mind and it tends to bring up bad things that have happend in my life and all the things that bother me and it turns my mood sour. man I want excitement.

somedays

I just feel like shit. im soo irritated with this world. I just want to get away from everything, everyone I'm accustom to I want to start over somewhere new. I want excitement. I don't understand this world its so boring. I want to just get away. I just start to think and get trapped in my mind and it tends to bring up bad things that have happend in my life and all the things that bother me and it turns my mood sour. man I want excitement.

15 february

i thought the movie coraline was great. i was in the theaters with my best friend and i had my mouth slightly opened because i was so intrigued by this movie. it was super long but i could watch it over and over again. it had a really good story. just goes to show that you never really notice what you ahve untill it is gone, and that the grass isnt always greener on the other side. Today was a good day. It didnt rain and i saw my best friend ahaha even though she was a "whimp" as her dad called her haha. Get well soon olivia. I find myself wanting people to come over rather then going out. i want someone to come over and for us to grab some blankets and talk and watch movies that sounds so great. i learned today that i dont like being alone. hmm, hopefully ill be with someone fun tomorrow :] <3>

goodnight.

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I want to see you.
this rain is making me sad its messing up my day, I had a good weekend planned but things aren't working out ugh. what I want more then anything is to see you. I'm hoping that ill just get a call from you saying to come outside and you just greeting me with your smile but ughh once again things aren't going according to plan. its weird how like I personally like the rain but if im sad it just makes things soo much worse :/ I want either the sun to come out from hiding and brighten my day or i wish I could see your face because it would be the same result <3